(aubade on a picture of spontaneous combustion)
When my lover returns
to his wife, his suburban apartment, the comfort
of a seasoned bed bearing
his beautiful weight
I say nothing.
I do not nod nor sigh nor breathe the light
starting to bleed into the room
the colour of saints
being martyred in portraits.
I walk the gallery of his absence, a tourist only
to this surfeit of space,
the erasure of lines
that is his gift to me.
It is enough, I think, to watch over the wide
territory of his need, to guard
the frontiers of desire
with my body and silence.
It is enough. And so I do not stir,
even when the flames bloom
from my unbrushed hair,
pursed eyelids. I disappear
into photographic retreat,
chemical shadow. So
when my lover returns
I am already the ash he wonders at
and brushes gently away
from the hood of his car.
by Alvin Pang
‘The Burning Room (aubade on a picture of spontaneous combustion)‘ is copyright © Alvin Pang, 2012. It is reprinted by permission of Arc Publications from When the Barbarians Arrive (Arc Publications 2012).
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